Our hearts are gone now
Our hearts are broken
Ghosts of homes to us remain
To a friend's unspoken pain

Would it have been worth to turn
Before one set a pillow over my face
Watch me as I learn to unlearn
Mermaids sing as the seasburn
My eyes can't see

Someone said remember
I can't remember anything at all
The lies are old but you tell them so well
Will you smile at me again?
Will you find me afterall?

I have squeezed the Universe into a ball
Over voices dying with a dying fall
There will be time to murder and create
Asleep... Tired... Leaning out of windows.

Will I hear the broken afternoon?
Or understand the day is gone?
Will I know to rise at morning?
When I'll hammer another nail?
My self can't be

Someone said remember
I can't remember anything at all
The lies are old but you tell them so well
Will you smile at me again?
Will you find me afterall?

"- What is it you're trying to do with your life?
- Play the piano for people.
- I am not clear. How is it that playing the piano eventually has resulted in you beeing here at the hospital?
- I sit differently when I play the piano and when I am away from the piano I occasionally look differently from other people... and this has caused... dislike."

Light decays in me
I fail my useless days
Everything is real
But I am not here

The rope wasn't mine
But I wore it tight
Tied-tied to a time
Write-write and remind you of
When we could dream...

Someone said remember
I can't remember anything at all
The lies are old but you tell them so well
Will you smile at me again?
Will you find me afterall?

The violence of allmost
Made a stranger of me
Worms at my feet eat
My blood and tears.

I am where pity lives
When it is truly dead.
I take my pills, they disappear
The people that I've known...