o it's hard as hell to say farewell to how a skin feels or how a hair smells in my nightmare I'm in a stairwell and all that I hear is a bell ringing and it sounds like I'm near it the more that I climb but the stairs keep appearing Saved by the Bell I just got to find it to erase you so I'll never be reminded of us and then I'll wake up still not healing from the breakup searching for closure split in October mom doesn't know still haven't told her she wants grandkids that's what the plan is I released what it was but you got a man now who believes you in love things will never be the same and I can take the pain of trying to be without you oh I know I know oh I know I know there's no way I can live without you even if you forgave me you won't forget so only thing left I could do is let go trade love for regrets I collect those no more text with the exos now I'm the X how much do I owe swimming in Deb since I've been heart broke it's like I've been replaced I can't take karmas Bitter Sweet Taste yeah I said I need space cuz I thought that a break would make a clean slate now all I got to box a keep sakes that I keep safe when I need to retrace the relationship addicted to pain I'm in bracing it I won't let the past lip away with it I like the grass here every blade of it let me lay all I know is things will never be the same and I can take the pain of trying to be without you oh I know I know oh I know I know there's no way I can live without you gave you my heart now I I hate that you have it I lie to myself and I say that I'm past it but a day never passes that I don't read each updated status I'm embracing the sadness you went to the guy you could date the fastest pardon me I can't let go you're a part of me movies are suddenly hard to see I think what your favorite part would be I'm lost without you and my family still talks about you like we never split up and when I call you you never pick up it just keeps on ringing so i s here and I all I know is things will never be the same and I can take the pain of trying to be without you oh I know I know oh I know I know there's no way I can live without I'm going live without you girl