[verse 1] Nito

Why would I wanna live in a world like this
When you can never find peace without writin' a diss
If i leave I'll be missed, If i stay I'll be pissed
To the point when i tell the truth, thats why you slit your wrists
Pardon for my sickness miss but Tani ain't the real beast
Nito is the one who pushes him to throw fists
April, I'm sorry baby you gotta see me like this
Angry, nervous, cocky, vulgar but at least
I don't hide what i feel inside
No matter how much i hate, deep inside i still try
To change the way i act and that's exactly why
I don't wanna live forever but before i lay down and die
I wanna be the father i never had in my children's eyes
The husband my mama never had on the side of her bed
And that's a true fact cuz parents never realize that kidz memorize
If they dislike the image they strike back when they rise
Now all i need to do is get inside of you
You think your life is bad than live it in my shoes
Don't be afraid to try we got nothing to lose
At least i lose everything i love, aint that true
I refuse to close my coffin' without leaving clues
Love it when they gibberish about me on the news

[Chorus] 2x T-Miles

Now tell me what i gotta do to makes things better
Can i sit down and write this world a letter
Would they be convinced or just gonna flatter
My only wish is to never live forever

[verse 2] T-Miles

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today
yeah right but thats what they like to say,
cause u cant live like that
cause where we live thats called ''dreaming awake''
what about when u have bills to pay?
would you still dream that way?
would you still be living like you'd die today?
or you'd be working your ass off like a dog just to get paid
so you could have that crazy ass paper in ur hands
to save you from another cold day
i became like a rock strong and frozen in the place i stay
no feelings in my fragile heart cause reality made it that way
scared to vision tomorrow cause my steps cant go that far
cause this road im walking on has so many turns, its hard..
and the only time when i find peace
is when i close my eyes to sleep
cause reality ain't pullin' my soul out no more
that strong guy becomes weak
and i wish i could've lived another moment, another place,
another mind, cause if u think this is alright
then its my fault for thinking that way
for speaking the right thing i must be outta my mind...

[chorus] 2x T-Miles

Now tell me what i gotta do to makes things better
Can i sit down and write this world a letter
Would they be convinced or just gonna flatter
My only wish is to never live forever