i'm going i lose a nightmare on the mic what you know about me believe in hell all my life so spit fire for me all the pain is in your shoulders now can you hold a mind cause walking in my shoes is too heavy for you you wouldn't make a step in all that [ __ ] i've been through to i lose what i do the [ __ ] ain't for you the [ __ ] is for me and that clearly and from where i started it was way too hard i was talking when i saw my life all apart but i figured out that this is every stage of peace when i lost my mind so i'm sick of [ __ ] but still got locals to rise with me all i want is to work with my family so what i need is skirt what can be worse than what i just told you lie to the beach and i don't want a soldier i'm going my way me i used