i just didn't win again this is not what i expected i thought i'd own a housing in my life figured out by now i'm 20 and they all say i should be happy but i'm busy over thinking what's important for me i'm 20.
feels like i'm running out of time yeah i can sleep at night
i know right from wrong yet i mess up every time i'm this walking mix of emotions wish i could just pray for a moment
this is

this is
but i'm busy

this
but i'm busy
i should be happy but i'm busy overthinking what's tomorrow's for me