I haven't yet realized
The veil of darkness fell
Living me no choice
Kneeling deep this hole
The rain it didn't clean (me)
I cried but no one is here

I haven't yet realized
What's controlling me
It's feeding me with fear
I'm trapped, my voice is gone
This malice has conquered me
I'm no longer free

As I am trying so hard to get back on my feet again
As I search, to find the cure for my wounds
But they, are still, bleeding
It is fading me
It's daunting me
...but love is the key.

I fear to close my eyes
A picture of my life
It's blank, no one in it
Staring, but nothing I see
I hear my scream within
It's shut, it can't get out

I haven't yet realized
How did I get here?
Fighting within myself
Another day gone by
The love is all I need
Its strength sets me free