A dream woke me up
I took breath too fast
When I saw your face
Under your shelter
Artificially I smile
My new drug, my job
Is to always wear makeup
And spread joy and laughter

Can't calm down
Cause I already am down down

I was to crazy for you
Too hard for you to ditch
And I know that in your eyes
I was a big time b*#&#
Now you've been hiding from me
Acting like you don't care
But every thought of you is hunting me,
I'm dying

Cause I know you're not there

I should just dismiss
The fact you exist
But every time I fall asleep
I see you again
My senses are cracked
My being is wracked
with the marks you have left
lost in your ban

Can't calm down
Cause I already am down down

I was to crazy for you
Too hard for you to ditch
And I know that in your eyes
I was a big time b*#&#
Now you've been hiding from me
Acting like you don't care
But every thought of you is hunting me,
I'm dying

Cause I know you're not there